You're far from lazy.
You feel like you've been working all day, all week, all your LIFE
, yet there's a lot of stuff still not done
- and no time to do it.
You're excited and ambitious about your to-do list at the start of the day... by the late afternoon, not so much.
It feels like you're always helping others, always working on someone else's schedule or important projects... never on your own.
Time is your bitter enemy. You have your moments of success, but time is super-consistent in opposition to you.
Sometimes, at the end of a day, it's hard to even point out a concrete result you've produced. For a hard worker like yourself, this is the epitome of frustration.